obligatory post

I feel obligated to write. sometimes. all. these. ideas. thoughts. things. in my head. a real jumble. and I think. what? another month has gone by. time flies.

I've been. a multitude. of things. do you know how you just. sometimes. get into a funk.

you can't explain it.

you can't shake it.

it's just. there.

a cycle. I suppose. strange. annoying. inevitable. pensive. provoking. but true.

I'm not in a rut. really. but.

I want. to find. something new to do. answer. the age-old question. 'what will I be when I grow up?' I'm sure. it's there. I'm just not looking in the right direction. do you have any suggestions?

'that's the way things come clear. all of a sudden. and then you realize how obvious they've been all along.'