pinwheel

my head is full of possibility these days. maybes. what ifs. just becauses. filled with ideas of grandeur. and of lazy days. moments. found. lost.

there is much to do. much to enjoy. regrets linger. lost in a daydream. so real. lonely. lovely. so close. too far. right in the palm of my hand.

I pray for patience. strength. focus. I give thanks for health. happiness. love. I have faith. I love. am loved.

I try. I fail. I get up. and down. I worry. wonder. fret. presume. ponder. plan. pray.

I babble. sensibly. eloquently. hysterically. routinely.

And oh I blog. to remember. to share. to savor.

(can you tell) I am a bit disjointed these days. spinning. spiraling. soaring. I have a terrible sense of direction.

'there are joys which long to be ours.'